
Yellow Mama E zine
Issue #118
October 15th, 2026
Until I Am: Poem by Christopher Hivner

Art by John C. Mannone © 2026
Until I Am
by Christopher Hivner
trails of fire
lighting the sky
the last night
for all of us
sirens pierce our ears
Klaxons announcing our demise
the explosions don’t stop
the noise won’t stop
we cower in the corners
the darkness a blanket providing no warmth
we don’t even know
who is killing us
I hear screams from next door
everyone is running
I don’t know how to help
there’s nowhere to go
the television is dead
the internet is dead
the phones are dead
no electricity
no water
the sky burns orange
spits fire with rage
I decide to sit on my porch
and wait
until I am incinerated
by an enemy I can’t name
until I breathe in molten air
and my skin melts from my bones
trails of fire
I follow to my grave
Christopher Hivner is a lifelong resident of Pennsylvania in the United States. He has recently been published in The Horror Zine and Illumen. His book of horror/dark fantasy poems, Dark Oceans of Divinity, is available from Cyberwit.net or Amazon.
Image: A late afternoon photograph from an Aubrey’s restaurant patio. The image filtered to render a fire in the sky effect, overlaid with a man in silhouette with glow added. Photography and Photo-art credit: John C. Mannone
John C. Mannone is a scientist, poet, lyrical essayist, fiction writer, and poetry editor who creates derivative visual art and photo art for speculative poems in Abyss & Apex, Silver Blade (on hiatus), and ADR Poetry (defunct). His photography/art appears on the anthology cover of the 2026 Tennessee Voices, inside Chattanooga Writers’ Guild anthologies, and on select collections. He currently serves on the artists staff of Yellow Mama Literary Magazine. His literary work appears widely in Artemis, Critical Humanities, The New England Journal of Medicine, and others. He’s the Poet Laureate for the City of Oak Ridge, TN (2026-2028).