
Yellow Mama E zine
Issue #117
In My Country: Poem by Jack Garrett

Art by Bernice Holtzman © 2026
In My Country
by Jack Garrett
In my country nothing grows
The sands consume everything
leaving nothing—nothing breathes
Nothing moves except the spray
of old sand in dry winds
Nothing moves—years go by
Hot sun bleaches nomad bones
stark white reflections of death
Nothing grows
A scarab rolls across the scenery
on a dried-up dung ball
a few flies follow
nibbling at this tiny morsel,
breaking it down to nothing
No clouds—no trees—no time
only wind and sand
When the wind blows hard
the sand is thrown everywhere
You can't escape it
It's like walking through clouds
of ground gravel—
It pricks your skin like tiny pins
It gets in your underwear
It gives you an itch
It makes you wish
you weren't here
for you know all the time
as the sun still shines
someday your bones will be
lying in a heap and no one
will see it
no one will weep at your grave.
© Jack Garrett
Jack Garrett was an artist, actor, writer, and musician extraordinaire. He played keyboards and guitar for several rock bands well known in the downtown NYC area during the 1970s and ‘80s and opened for the Ramones as well as for U2 with his band the Nitecaps during U2’s 1980s European tour. He leaves a treasure trove of art, music, and writing. Mr. Garrett had been put on warning at more than one job for doodling at his desk.
He passed on September 28, 2011.
Bernice Holtzman’s paintings and collages have appeared in shows at various venues in Manhattan, including the Back Fence in Greenwich Village, the Producer’s Club, the Black Door Gallery on W. 26th St., and one other place she can’t remember, but it was in a basement, and she was well received. She is the Assistant Art Director for Yellow Mama.