
Yellow Mama E zine
Issue #115
dropping out of society: Poem by J.J. Campbell

Art by Bernice Holtzman © 2026
dropping out of society
by J.J. Campbell
bad back wins again
piss on the floor
because somedays,
it just never fucking
matters
this fruitless existence
the fucking hamster
wheel needs an eject
button
dropping out of society
fuck your algorithm
i want a piece of land
from a john prine song
a porch to sip scotch
and be thrilled with
nothing
i often tell people
i’m not afraid to die
while that is true
i certainly would
like to die on my
own terms
after a lovely evening
a bottle or two
the best sleep in years…
J.J. Campbell (1976–?) is old enough to know better. He's been widely published over the years, most recently at Synchronized Chaos, The Beatnik Cowboy, Mad Swirl, Disturb the Universe Magazine and The Rye Whiskey Review. You can find him most days in Ohio taking care of his disabled mother. He tries his best to maintain his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https://evildelights.blogspot.com)
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Bernice Holtzman’s paintings and collages have appeared in shows at various venues in Manhattan, including the Back Fence in Greenwich Village, the Producer’s Club, the Black Door Gallery on W. 26th St., and one other place she can’t remember, but it was in a basement, and she was well received. She is the Assistant Art Director for Yellow Mama.