
Yellow Mama E zine
Issue #117
Payola: Poem by Peter Mladinic

Art by Bernice Holtzman © 2026
Payola
by Peter Mladinic
It’s my story. I started in Cleveland, went to palatial digs
in New York, and ended in rooming house central
California obscurity, no one greasing my palm to play
The Teen Queens’ “Eddie My Love,” The Cadets’
“Stranded in the Jungle,” The Moonglows’ “Sincerely.”
“Play mine, Mr, Freed!” Call me Alan. Like The Little
Rascals’ Stymie, I said, “If you give me a nickel, I will.”
A little goes a long way, to the Brooklyn Paramount show
headlined by Chuck Berry, with Etta James, The Charts,
The Coasters, The Midnighters, The Dells. Earl Carroll
and The Cadillacs, singing “Speedoo,” ties loosened,
shirts sweat-soaked, soul groove across the floor.
Kids in the orchestra dancing in aisles. I, Moondog Alan
Freed, put the show together, yesteryear’s go-to guy,
if you want your record played, if you want to be famous.
Payments hushed, till scandal rocked, like Bill Haley’s
Comets, around the clock. Now, if I listen carefully
I can hear rhythms from a red radio on a walnut shelf.
A girl dances to “Rip it up, shake it up,” alone in her room,
payola something out across the river, through the trees.
Now, on TV, a bunch of kids dancing to the Moonglows’
“See Saw.” In checkered blazer and black bowtie,
baggy-eyed, I watch over them. Known in Cleveland
in New York the prince of sound, payola left me a fifth
of gin on a kitchen counter, and the shirt on my back.
Peter Mladinic's most recent book of poems, The Whitestone Bridge, is available from Anxiety Press. An animal rights advocate, he lives in Hobbs, New Mexico.
Bernice Holtzman’s paintings and collages have appeared in shows at various venues in Manhattan, including the Back Fence in Greenwich Village, the Producer’s Club, the Black Door Gallery on W. 26th St., and one other place she can’t remember, but it was in a basement, and she was well received. She is the Assistant Art Director for Yellow Mama.